I’ve been riding this mania wave for almost 2 months. It feels good to have energy and….feel good. I’m getting things done and my mood.is up. I’m getting tired though mentally and physically but I don’t want to go all the way back down. Hopefully I’ll be able to find a happy medium very soon. Despite the noise at work and the general anxiety I seem to feel regardless, my current manic state has allowed me to be more friendly, but thr restlessness has me on edge (jumpy) and always ready to leave (can’t sit still for too long because I’m always thinking of things I could be doing). Then again I’m always ready to leave when I’m in a depressive state too. Now that the blog is up I’d rather be spending all my time and energy on it and my jewelry whenever possible. When my mood changes everyone is going to notice and be suspicious then I’m going to have to explain the situation. (Something I’m not looking forward too). I just hope my motivation for this blog isn’t lost when my mood changes.
But until then I’m going to enjoy this happy feeling!